I got such a werid request today from facebook. it was about what kind of person will fell for me by choosing the four different endings of Cinderella. the result is....."I attract people who want to take care of me."
I was reading magazines for the entire morning at work today. I know it sounds ridiculous, who will ever hire someone lazy as I'm, but seriously there was not as much as customer at all in the entire morning.
while I was reading those magazines, many of them either pointed out warning of my close relationship/friendship will be "in trouble". and also trouble at work. "you really need to speak up for yourself if need to" "after a heart-to-heart conversation, everything will work out its way" "Some Sun Signs naturally work well together, but others need to compromise to make it work!"
I guess the second part happened already.(two nights ago)
Lykke Li - I'm Good, I'm Gone (Fred Falke Remix) BY nuspeipah 西元2008年05月12日
This time the french wizard of a producer pour some summery magic over the swedish favourite Lykke Li. http://www.myspace.com/fred... http://www.myspace.com/lykkeli This time the french wizard of a producer pour some summery magic over the swedish favourite Lykke Li.
I woke up around 8ish but didn't get out of bed until 9ish. yes, I guess I'm just a----way tooo lazy during HOLIDAY!!! IT'S EASTER!!! the night before, I attened small group, by the way it's like family chatting time to me now. the whole chatting was like, yea real chatting. the topic was about Easter but we never really stay on the topic more than 20 sec. watever....
TODAY!!! I went to Bri's dad's store and got my dad's car's tires replaced! Bri's dad does great job! I'm serious! if anyone lives in Raleigh, NC, and need tire change or take care of, please visit Discount tire on 444 E Six Forks Rd. find John!
and Congrats to my friend, Bri. I'm not gonna announce what just happened until she announce to others. alright.
to all my friends and friends' friends and all friends' gfs and bfs: HAPPY EASTER! AND BEST!!!!
I LOVE YOU REALLY MUCH, AND I'D NEVER TRADE YOU WITH ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!
I just think you'all should know this. thx! : )
"I'm Good, I'm Gone."
Acoustic live version with guests: Robyn, Adam & Bebban (Shout Out Louds), Daniel (The Concretes), Lars (Laakso) and Mikael (Hjalmar). Director: Ted Malmros + Christian Haag
so....the school got canceled again. we got nothing to do other than staying at home and looking at each others dube faces.... well at least I got up early then chat with P's mom. she seemed to be fine...but still, mad at her oldest son. she said that P's about to turn 40....but he doesn't understand that, also, his dad has no much day left.... in her case, she wants her oldest son visiting the....well, dad, as often as possible. I understand it. If I'm in her situation, I want P going back home for visiting his dad as often as possible too.
Honestly, I'd you all understand this, don't wait until the day YOU become a parent then knowing how hard a parent's life can be. Be nice to your parents and put them as the very last people you want to make down.
haning out with peers is fun, but your parents won't have the long life as your peers have. so how about just put your parents first all the time before you get the chance to realize it's too late.
even though we are still at the beginning of the year. it seems to early to talk about Xmas....well then.....it's still kinda too late to talk about Xmas of 2008....
whatever
my favorite j-pop group ---- KAT-TUN the reason that I like them so much cuz their music are not only good for huge party,but also for quiet night!!
White Xmas
Don't you ever stop
12o'clock- i don't think they ever have music video for this song
I guess I'm not even allowed to post this video if you're underage....please don't......well alright if I against the policy, please let me know then I'd delete this video as soon as I get the notice
Even though we never live in different time zones, we never really get to meet each other. it's alright cuz as old friends, we always talk and always share things happened around recently.
Congrats, Brad!!! For getting older and becoming a brighter person!!! : )
having a blog was a idea of improving my writing skill. since no one is correcting my grammar and clarity, I don't really see any point of prefect grammar or perfect writing. I do speak more than one language, and sometimes it's also the reason that I process in different grammar while either talking or writing. it's really sad that I've tried hard to writing in the way that others are able to understand because even now my teacher is still making fun of my writing ability. maybe I'm not a good writer, but I'm 100% sure that I'm copying any one's idea or creation. well...since the subjuct is no longer writing anymore, I've decided to make this blog as my Music Blog, IN ENGLISH!
alright. I got a underground band from a friend earlier tonight. The band is called Waking Ashland.
Here is the sone my friend picked for me, called Julian.
Lyrics:
I will wait for you if you promise you will try So please will you whisper to my head all your plans I wanna understand
And why you running? You're always running Is it me you don't see? But I'm still trying You're always crying to me, you never see Just be honest with me
The seasons all change but my love stayed the same And so I knew Would you be my tomorrow? Or better tomorrow what do you say? She runs away
But why you running? You're always running Is it me you don't see? But I'm still trying You're always crying to me, you never see Just be honest with...
I'm still waiting for you Why can't she wait for me? Two birds flying over They're getting tired just like me Just like me
And why you running? You're always running Is it me you don't see? But I'm still trying You're always crying to me, you never see Just be honest
info from: my friend, Michael Mc.; Youtube.com;lyrics007.com
p.s. I think I understand why my friend introduced me "Julian". even thought I'm not the kind of "front line hero" but I still want to tell him I like him very much as a friend!!!! "I will SHOUT your head all my plans! Promise." : )
the quote is from a close-friend, Chels. I think it's quite right while I'm learning the subjects that I'm not really into.... College life is quite different. it's more independent,and it's more about yourself. College is fun cuz you get more time for yourself, and also you will meet more different people in a bigger "human market". I like the second part because people in college are more likely to care about who you are. The work....well, it's another thing. I mean, "there's no such thing as free lunch" whatever you give up is whatever you get.
I guess.....I'm a slave of education. cuz other than study, I really can't see anything else I can do.....I'm quite dumb...yea I know I'm.
okay....I'm going to put myself on study hall......I have a test tomorrow....well it's today now....
I played the song list stuff with friends since middle school. even though there have many songs that I can sing from word to word out there, but I just can't remember who sang those songs, what were those songs names.
and these one(s) too.... I've heard these songs couple times.....then today I finally what are their names and who sing these songs.
Teddy Picker- Arctic Monkeys
Tap Song- The Killers
My Girls- Animal Collective
Last, if you don't know those songs above, it's alright..... Paparazzi- Lady GaGa
p.s. can't believe I turn my last English blog into music blog too....
it was the first song that I ever hear from The Killers. they are quite abnormal to me in this video. but I ain't normal either. so what's the point to ask someone else to be the same as the most people but not to be him/herself. : )
इ रीड अ फ्रेंड'स जर्नल टुडे। थें इ ज्सुत रेअलिजेद ठाट आईटी'स नोट अबाउट हेर आईटी'स अबाउट में। इ दिदं'टी फील गुड अबाउट म्य्सेल्फ़, बुत इ कपट तो ब्लेम ओं हेर। इ थौघ्त आईटी वास हेर फौल्ट बेकाउसे पीपुल वेरे अत्त्रक्टेद बी हेर। बुत अनोठेर फ्रेंड अल्सो मेड में रेअलिज़े ठाट शे इस नोट अस अत्त्रक्ट अस इ थिंक शे इस। शे इस जुस्त बीइंग निस। I read a note from a old friend today while I was doing text message with a close guy friend. both of them made me realize that it's not because I got a really attractive friend, it's because I didn't feel confident about myself. It doesn't matter how attractive she is to others, the point is, if there has someone out there like me the same I like him, he won't get distract, neither am I. : )
Last, we made a little funny common.....we should send her to her lover, so she won't be sad anymore!!!
do I? do I ever tell you how much I love the Killers and OneRepublic!!!! then you know by know cuz I love them THHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHIS MUCH! : )
but sometimes I found if we listen to "simpler" music then we'll be able to hear the words behind the lux cover.
so I found this simpler edtion of Mr.Brightside for you. listen, whent it's night, when it's dark and quite outside. the world is asleep, but doesn't mean you need to be in bed. :)
what day is it and in what month this clock never seemed so alive I can't keep up and I can't back down I've been losing so much time
cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do nothing to lose and it's you and me and all of the people and I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you
all of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right I'm tripping inwards you got my head spinning I don't know where to go from here
cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do nothing to prove and it's you and me and all of the people and I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you
something about you now I can't quite figure out everything she does is beautiful everything she does is right
cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do nothing to lose and it's you and me and all of the people and I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of
you and me and all of the people with nothing to do nothing to prove and it's you and me and all of the people and I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you
what day is it and in what month this clock never seemed so alive
yea, I'm. I'm confused. I'm confused by the people around. I'm confused by the things that are happening every single day.
I'm confused because I'm no longer the same. I'm confused because the people I'm dealing with are different. I'm confused because so many themes in front of me now are similar, but they are not the same. I'm confused because I'm walking on the road that no path was made.
I'm confused. because of people's "general good" and fake. I'm confused. because people are asking me how I am all these days, but none of them is ready to take my answers away.
yes, I do. I do treat people a way too nice than they actually deserve. I do love everyone but I find myself don't have the same ability to make just one person to feel special about himself. I do find out treating everybody nice is actually hurting everybody.
I.....I seriously forgot I have this blog since last December. totally.... okay.... today's my second "mid-term" day....will actually....just second class which has midterm. I found out my brain start having "reaction" to caffenine. it's not awesome, not at all. cuz I used to drink more than three cups of coffee a day and still fail sleep after 10pm.... but now, if I just drink ONE CUP at afternoon....I'd stay up for the whole night until the sunrise...
AND..... I thought it was just language problem..... now I have to learn everything by seeing pictures....or the "memory of words" will gone with wind..... I just can't remember anything by reading them....I can't remember anything by hearing either.....
I....I think it's still good that I can remember things by seeing them..... haha...well yea hahahaha
okay
huh..... yea
okay bye guys. I'm going to my 9 o'clock class....
reviewing all my song list during this little break has became the only thing I can do. school cancled all classes for two days long becauce of the snow. it was fun to be home by myself again...maybe not quite just myself, yet Meimei was at home with me today too.
OneRepublic's new cd is released, and I noticed theres a new guy! a cello/vocal/bass- Brent Kutzle! I haven't get myself a cd for a while alreay, and I decided to get this one : )
HOPE YOU GUYS WON'T MIND I POST THIS VEDIO. IF SO, PLEASE LEAVE ME A MSG, SO I WILL DEL. FOR YOU.
OneRepublic Come Home ft. Sara Bareilles
Hello world Hope you're listening Forgive me if I`m young For speaking out of turn There`s someone I`ve been missing I think that they could be The better half of me They`re in their own place trying to make it right But I`m tired of justifying So i say you`ll..
Come home Come home Cause I`ve been waiting for you For so long For so long And right now there's a war between the vanities But all i see is you and me The fight for you is all I`ve ever known So come home
I get lost in the beauty Of everything i see The world ain`t as half as bad As they paint it to be If all the sons If all the daughters Stopped to take it in Well hopefully the hate subsides and the love can begin It might start now..Yeahh Well maybe I`m just dreaming out loud Until then
Come home Come home Cause I`ve been waiting for you For so long For so long And right now there's a war between the vanities But all i see is you and me The fight for you is all I`ve ever known Ever known So come home Oooh
Everything i can`t be Is everything you should be And that`s why i need you here Everything i can`t be Is everything you should be And that`s why i need you here So hear this now
Come home Come home Cause I`ve been waiting for you For so long For so long And right now there's a war between the vanities But all i see is you and me The fight for you is all I`ve ever known Ever known So come home Come home
for some reason, I start being afar id that others might introduce me as her friend. not because the way others see her, but because the way others might reflection her on me. I was true and thoughtful, but also being wise of choosing friends. she is the kind that I always try to avoid from. but I thought she might be the chellgeg that Him sends to me. I wondered the reasom we become frineds. Is she just someone I know now? or we ever truely be friends? at this moment, I'm afarid how she will react if she notice that she is not my best but just someone I thought I know only. I'm also afarid when the day comes into our lives, yet I won't even care how she will react anymore. So I chose to be true. maybe not true for any kind or interaction, but at least being true to her when I need to be.
Are you my true friend? Will you ask me to walk away too?
"I will always there for you, and always here for you."
sometimes, I really wish someone somehow say this to me someday.
while I was struggling or while I was suffering. I wish people can have their eyes open for me.
for some reason, I became the person who always open one's eyes for others : )
sometimes, I hate this ability, which can see people's need and want, or even hurt.
sometimes, I love this ability, which can also make me stop the sin, or negative things that others about to do.
I love my friends, unconditionally.
I love them as my family, even more than that.
I wish one day they will learn how to be themselves just because they are someone that no one can replace.
I wish one day they will learn how to open their arms just for next change of lives.
"Love, no one on this earth, or this lifetime, can stop for us because we're all here for something a way more importand than ourselves to achieve,""but I will be there for you. Just call me, just wait for awhile, and I will see and feel your need."