I'm confused.

yea, I'm.
I'm confused.
I'm confused by the people around.
I'm confused by the things that are happening every single day.

I'm confused because I'm no longer the same.
I'm confused because the people I'm dealing with are different.
I'm confused because so many themes in front of me now are similar, but they are not the same.
I'm confused because I'm walking on the road that no path was made.


I'm confused.
because of people's "general good" and fake.
I'm confused.
because people are asking me how I am all these days, but none of them is ready to take my answers away.


yes, I do.
I do treat people a way too nice than they actually deserve.
I do love everyone but I find myself don't have the same ability to make just one person to feel special about himself.
I do find out treating everybody nice is actually hurting everybody.




I'm confused.
because
I'm now one of you.